be the one to guide me but never hold me down
18. Jennifer. Just living life like every other 18 year old girl. I like pink and glitter and tattoos and piercings, i like screamo, punk pop, and country music. i'm all over the place and love it that way. (:
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Photo reblogged from everything bright and beautiful.
i want this
(Source: love-in-black-white)
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Photo reblogged from Forever90s
the love from little children is something that can never be replaced or felt from anything else.
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being helpless. absoutatly and completely helpless.
it feels like youre cowering in a corner of an empty room.
theres not a single thing else you can do. youve tried everything.
said everything you can say
given all the help you can give.
everybody says that theres always more you can do.
and maybe thats true.
but sometimes you don’t even have the strength to do anymore.
“its not the size of the dog in the fight, its the size of the fight in the dog.”
well sometimes even the strongest, boldest, truest, most loyal dogs run out of fight sometimes.
you just have nothing else to give.
emotionally and mentally drained.
nothing else you can do or say.
youve tried everything you can possibly think of.
youre completely helpless.to other people, it may look like youre just giving up.
trying to take the easy way out.
but trust me, its not easy. at all.
its not even giving up or taking the easy way out.
but, its your last option.
the only thing left for you to do.
and its so incredibly hard.
its a giant mix of emotions and feelings.
by that point youve became completely numb and speechless.
youve cried all your tears.
been mad and angry.
asked for help over and over again.
been so upset youre sick over it.
you become overwhelmed with an undescribable feeling.
of complete and utter helplessness.
and it sucks. -
